Is back.

Date: Friday, May 25, 2007
Title: school business

yesterday. -- 2nd tragedy in my LIFE. again, i cried because of it. so here's the f-ing story:

yesterday was the release of our grades for our Summer Classes. i was just worried on my grade in Statistics, because i have unsatisfactory midterm exam grade. but i know i did well on my finals exam. so, went to school at around 8am. i forgot to bring my ID, but didn't worry too much because i thought hindi na kelangan nun. so pagdating sa school, waited for some friends, then headed to HSc to get our grades. pagdating sa room, nagulat ako kasi we have to show our ID to fucking professors. so i asked them if i could just give my COM, since i wasn't able to bring my ID. napakasungit nung babaeng mataba. talagang gusto yung ID ko! no choice. i have to go back home and get my ID. nag-taxi na lang ako para mabilis. nakuha ko na then went back to school. pucha. sobrang hirap na hirap ako, ang init init pa. nakuha ko na yung grades ko. the guy told me. (the one who gave me my card) "taasan mo pa yung grade mo." then i looked at my card &i was speechless. i just want to cry that time! went downstairs to meet my friends, &i shared to them my f-ing grade. nagulat din sila. kahit ako, hindi ako naniniwala na magkakaron ako ng ganung grade sa Statistics. over kasi eh. i mean, alam ko naman sa sarili ko kung weak talaga ako sa subject na yun. pero hindi eh. sobrang calm lang ako before the release of grades, kasi alam ko, walang problema. so naiiyak na talaga ako. pinipigil ko lang kasi ayoko ng umiyak. i texted my Dad right away &told him what happened. then he called me. and thank God he didn't get mad. why would he? it was not my mistake. it wasn't my fault to have a chicken pox. &it wasn't my decision not to take special exams. (mamaya ko ikukwento yung tungko dyan.) so my Dad asked me if my scholarship, because i'm a Dean's Lister, would be affected. hindi naman kasi 2nd semester ako naging DL. blablabla. pagkababa ng phone, gusto ko na umalis, maglibang, blablabla. but while walking, i really can't control myself na talaga. sabi ko, upo muna tayo. then i cried. yes. you can't really blame me. but i was SO DISAPPOINTED with myself &my teacher. ewan ko ba kung bakit disappointed ako sa sarili ko. pero sa teacher ko, sobra. i cried&cried sa catwalk. thank you sa Awesome Foursome &to the other people who were with us. hindi ko talaga matanggap yung grade ko.

so the kwento about my Statistics grade. actually, nasabi ko na yun dito sa past entry ko. na naiinis ako sa teacher namin kasi ayaw akong bigyan ng special quizzes & ayaw na akong magsubmit ng late HWs. so yun lang naman. dahil dun kaya nangyari yun sa grade ko. so was it my fault ha? VERY INCONSIDERATE. i wish she'd burn in hell. (okay. i'm cursing) but i can't help it. i really can't accept the fact that i got that shit grade in her subject. hindi kasi siya nagbibigay ng special exams blablabla. so i have to attend her class just to take the quizzes? i showed her my excuse letter & medical cerificate naman. hindi ba enough yun para pagbigyan ako? mali siya eh. she should consider other cases, like mine. halooo? i'm in the Dean's list with that grade of shit. WHAT A SHAME! (pero hindi ako bagsak ha. hahaha.)

so i was really disappointed. naiyak pa ko. &that was the first time i cried because of my grades. grade-conscious na ako. (: so pagdating, i went home &told my Mom about it &galit na galit din yung mommy ko. we were planning to write a letter. magpoprotesta kami! but when my dad came, he told us na wag na lang. mpag-iinitan lang ako sa school. kinausap na lang ako ng Dad ko. maybe he felt my uberdisappointment. so bawi na lang ako &everything. hindi naman kasi kapani-paniwala yung grade ko sa Stats. okay na okay naman yung grades ko sa History &Health Ethics tapos biglang ganun sa Stats. tsssss. pero aayusin ko pa din yan this semester. i would talk personally to my teacher to ask her my records. kapag talagang ganun yung grade ko, then i would accept it naman eh. pag-initan na nila ako. i don't care. alam ko na tama ako. eh di aalis ako sa TUA. punyemas. hahahaha! :D basta. hindi pa din ako titigil! my grades will appear sa transcript of records ko &hindi ako papayag na lumabas yun dun.

but i was so touched with the people who really supported &comforted me. especially my Dad &Mom. Awesome Foursome &my 1NU09 Family. THANK YOU SO MUCH! (:

we enrolled today. YAHEW! ((; i am officially a student of St. Luke's College of Nursing & a sophomore. hahahaha. so i belong to 2NU10. buti hindi 11. hahahahaha! eh malas kaya ng 11 forever. tignan niyo schedule ni Mar kasi 11 siya, may class siya up to 9pm. HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D MALAS ANG 11 TALAGA FOREVER! so here is my schedule for this semester. go &stalk me if you want. hahaha! :D

MONDAY
10:00 - 12:00 -- PE/Individual Sports
12:00 - 01:30 -- KAIN KAIN KAIN! :D
01:30 - 04:30 -- NSTP (sana not like the NSTP1. very boring!)
TUESDAY & FRIDAY (these are the COOLEST DAYS) hahahaha!
07:30 - 01:30 -- Health Care I (sobra 'to!)
01:30 - 03:00 -- good thing they realized that we need a break. hahaha!
03:00 - 04:30 -- Human Anatomy (Lec)
04:30 - 07:30 -- Human Anatomy (Lab) (paglabas namin, madilim na!)
WEDNESDAY & SATURDAY
01:30 - 03:00 -- CS (computer science ata. hahaha!)
03:00 - 04:30 -- Philosophy (AGAIN. hahaha)
THURSDAY
this day is reserved for watching UAAP live! :D hahahaha! NO CLASSES!

so yan sched ko. thank God they gave us a 1-day break. hahaha. :p &thank God it's Thursday, because i am dying to watch UAAP live!

nakakatuwa kasi my tuition fee has a discount. kasi nga DL ako. hahaha. 12,000++ ung nabawas &masaya ako. kasi FOR THE FIRST TIME, nagkadiscount din ako. ((((((: