Date:
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Title:
goodbye stupidity
woke up at around 7am. &it was very unusual.
pano init na init na ako. last night, i slept at around 12mn na ata. ka-text ko si
Baby &
Batchay. i enjoyed the conversation with Baby.
hindi pala ako nag-iisa sa katangahan ko. &the conversation with Batchay --
nakakainis lang. hahahaha. i really don't know if i'm going to believe him about the things he's saying about
Mommy Aivi. eh kasi parang ewan ko ba!so Baby &i were talking about our
LOVELIFE. about her ex-BFs, &mine. so we have a lot of things in common pagdating sa BOYS. pareho kami
nagpakatanga, nagpakagaga, nagpakamartyr because of one guy.
EWAN. hindi talaga ako nag-iisa.
oh, at least may nakakaintindi na saken. (:
&the
nakakainis conversation with Batchay. hahahaha. ((: nakakainis talaga! he said na nagtatampo nanaman daw si Mommy sa kanya. then i told him,
wag na wag mo lolokohin &paglalaruan Mommy ko kundi masisira friendship natin. sabi niya oo daw,
mahal na mahal niya daw si Mommy. sabi ko
eh kung mahal mo siya bakit gustong gusto mong pinapaiyak/pinapalungkot siya? so here was the exact reply from him: "
Hmm.=( kc nipapaiyak nya aq twice na sarap nyang ihug kpg nipapasad qo cxa crazi momi mu dats why i love her so much." -- so sabi ko kaya pala tuwang tuwa ka kapag nasasad si Mommy kasi na-huhug mo siya. GAD. tapos sabi niya eh pranka daw kasi siya so hindi niya alam na nakaka-hurt na daw pala siya. oh well. sabi ko,
you should be careful sa pagsasalita. so, i remembered the time nung nag-heart-to-heart talk kami sabi niya na
gustong gusto daw niyang pinapaiyak si Mommy. (this was not the exact words pero this is based sa pagkakaintindi ko.) ang bad niya diba? then he asked me if i saw
Robyn's face when we were in Ayala. yes, i saw his
very annoyed face. pero, halooooo? dapat bang itanong saken yun? then he asked me kung
kanino ako boto. so i answered with all my heart &soul na --
WALA. tapos sabi niya sabihin ko na daw, secret lang daw namin.
DUH. so parang pinipilit niya ako na sabihin na boto ako sa kanya. hahahahaha! sabi ko wala talaga. sabi niya, eh di titigil na ako?
WTF?! wala lang ako binoto, titigil ka na? hahahahahaha! so i told him na it was only my opinion. blablablabla. :D because the conversation is going nowhere, tinulugan ko na siya. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ((:
hinde, inaantok na talaga ako.so speaking of "
gustong-gustong paiyakin," honestly, TRABAHO KO YUN. hahahahahaha! i really love seeing/hearing
Evil Man cry. hahahahaha!
eh bat ba? kinikilig ako eh! (((((((((: talagang inaaway ko siya para umiyak siya! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D naalala ko nung nasa Chowking kami, tas tinanggal yun eyeglasses niya, tapos kinuha yung face towel tapos UMIIYAK NA PALA! hahahahahahahahahaha! eh dahil maldita talaga ako, sinabi ko nun,
huy, kainin mo na yang noodles mo lalamig yan. tapos ako sige lang ang kain ko. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
potek. natatawa ako mag-isa dito! tapos sinabi ko
wag ka dito umiyak nakakahiya, gusto mo umuwi na lang tayo? hahahaha! nakakatawa talaga! SIYA ANG PINAKA-IYAKIN NA BOY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! :D
Evil Man. tsk tsk tsk. ngayon ko lang masasabi talaga,
I AM SO OVER HIM. kagabi ko lang napag-isipan lahat lahat lahat ng bagay. he's making kwento pa about me to his friends just to get their sympathy. i doooooon't care!(: yung
8 months? -- hindi na para sa kanya. well, after 8 months, ipapamuka ko lang naman sa kanya yung sarili ko, then we're done. if he wants to be friends with, then fine, no problem naman. pero
friends lang. sobrang pinagsisisihan ko na yung time &money wasted after the tragedy. i should have spend more time with my studies &friends, than waste my time on him.
sana last na iyak kona yung kagabi. i didn't cry because i miss him or what eh, i cried because of all the pains he gave me, which i think i don't deserve to feel naman. kasi over talaga eh. i suffered a lot because of him. &even though i was suffering that time, i still sacrificed every single thing just for him. so in short, nagpakatanga ako nun. but i guess, everything must come to an end, &my stupidity has reached its end. so, eto na yun. (:
masaya na ako sa buhay ko ngayon. masaya na ako with my friends, family &others. hahahaha. basta masaya na ako. bitterness? wala na.
sana. hahahaha. (:
