Date:
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Title:
failure
i admit it. one of my greatest fear is
failure. and yung solution ko sa fear na yun is
not taking every thing seriously. i mean, kunwari, when i enter in a relationship, ayoko ng seryosohin yun, kasi kapag nag-fail ako,
ako yung masasaktan. at ayoko din masaktan, kasi mahirap. sobra.
i wrote this because i failed in all of my exams in
Anatomy. sobrang kabaligtaran ng
Health Care ko, because i was one who got the highest score. the reason:
i'm really not taking Anatomy seriously. so the result, bagsak na exams. ugh. so hindi ako masyado nasaktan, although nasaktan din, kasi di ko naman sineryoso yung pag-aaral. pero i was alarmed. because, hey, i don't want to transfer to another school. hello? diba nakakahiya na na galing ako sa
UST at napunta ako sa
Trinity? at mas lalong nakakahiya na kapag natanggal pa ako sa Level III. hindi naman sa kinakahiya ko yung Trinity, actually, proud na nga ako ngayon na dun ako nag-aaral, kasi we're one of the
#1 top performing nursing schools nationwide. so ayun nga. na-realize ko, kahit ayaw ko, i have to take Anatomy seriously na talaga. iba kasi ang Anatomy sa Health Care. although Health Care has higher number of units, pareho lang silang major. ayoko naman din kasing magpakabaliw sa Anatomy, like some of my classmates na every time makikita ko, hawak yung book sa Ana tapos aral ng aral. hello? gusto ko naman din i-enjoy yung 2nd year diba?
